Jan. 18, 2005 - 9:21 p.m.

there really isnt a way for me to catch up anyone who may read all this jazz.
I am sorta lost in contentment if that is really a state of being at all. I am not so sure how to handle it really. All these smiles feel fake thought they arent and all of these mountains that i am climbing dont seem as impressive as they should. I am making decisions with my heart and with my mind and yet i never feel as though they are the right decision at all. what a bitch of a limbo to be in. i am content though and i will not take that for granted seeing as that state of mind is really hard to come by.

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